All my Life….

…..I’ve battled with depression, anxiety and a host of other disorders. My personal posts are less of a how-to guide for navigating mental illness and more of a life is possible in spite of your brain being an asshole. Some of this blog is very serious and some of it very funny. My hope is that…

Whybother Syndrome

  So yesterday I was hiding because I was either depressed or sick or something along those lines. I couldn’t tell which ones it was. I guess I can say I was hoping it was the flu and because that usually leaves quicker, but then I woke up this morning and I feel shitty still…

Late Late double LATE post

I was thinking…..Mother’s Day is complicated and weird and brings up a whole mixed up bag of emotions that I can’t really explain all that well, but I’m going to try my damnedest.   I’m incredibly lucky to have a mom, one that supported me and was strong and kind and all of those wonderful…

Self-Satisfaction?

It doesn’t seem like such a bad concept.   For me, in theory at least, it seems more like a trait to aspire to.   So why, pray tell, does it annoy the shit out of me in practice? I mean if I take a look at the environment that I’m in, there are very…